I want to laugh.

Yeah I do. I want to laught at all the people around me. I want to laugh at there faces. Laugh so hard, that i dont need to laugh for another life of mine.

Why?
Coz, they will never be able to understand, that I am different from them. That they will never stop trying to convert me into one of them. That they will get frustrated everytime they don't succeed.

A break

3 weeks of travelling. 3 weeks of extensive work schedule. Tired. Break. Bored.

Late nights at office -> Goa -> Late nights at office -> Hyderabad -> Bidar -> Hyderabad -> Late nights at office -> Rishikesh -> Late nights at office -> Very tired.
Thought would take a break from travelling and enjoy this weekend, at home. Had forgotten, enjoyment at home doesn't exist. So was bored, am bored and looking forward to office on monday and the next weekend. Am definitely doing (going) something (somewhere) again.

Hmmm...

Are you stuck in the conversation?

Don't know how to react to an uncomfortable question?

Don't know what to say?

Just said something, which now you regret and want some time to re-arrange (read: make some excuse) your thoughts?

OR you are just plain stupid?

Here's the panacea for all this. Hmmm... In the virtual world, it buys you time, makes the other person you are thinking, when you actually have to go pee. In the real world, this usually should accompany a nod. Now the other person is fully aware that either you know a lot, or are seriously interested in what they are saying.
I mean, use it whatever way you want to, wherever you want to, this works, 95% of the time.
Well, how did i reach this statistics... hmmm.

But jokes apart, lets for once discuss something serious. Hmmm... I think is another name of GOD. I think I want to start a new religion, hmmism. I mean, why do people want God? To rescue them from problems. In the virtual world this is what hmmm can do. And anyways, even God these days is not all powerful... And since there are anyways, some 2 billion religions in the ~6.5 billion world population so another additon won't disturb it much more.

Q: Neeraj, it seems the work stress is affecting your grey cells.
N: Hmmm...

Q: Don't you have anything productive to do?
N: Hmmm...

Q: What are you saying? Why are you saying?
N: Well... hmmm...

So, am back again.

Back again? Well, i didn't exactly go anywhere to get back, but if you look closely to the date of my last post, you'll find that its been more than a quarter of an year, since i posted anything. Well, here I am back from the long long sleep.

So, where was I? And what happened in between. I can say one thing for sure, life was playing what it plays best.... LIFE.
1. Met someone, found someone.
2. Travelled a lot. As in Hyderabad, Agra, Goa, Ranchi (If you consider going home as travelling), Bidar, Rishikesh.
3. Partied.
4. Read a few books, though want to read a lot lot more.
5. Worked my @** off. Late nights became a daily thing, so much so that when I was returning home last night at 11, I was glad that I am going home early.
6. Appraisal happened. (Would love to post what happened, but they want us to keep it a secret.)
7. Because of all of the above, I am in debt till my neck now.

So, the final assessment of these months, I worked hard, partied harder and spent the hardest.

See you guys soon with more stuff.