how exactly is a person supposed to feel, when after a very trying and hectic schedule he suddenly has nothing to do? When he knows that finally he has reached the destination after a looooooong 5 year journey. Can someone tell me please??
coz i am feeling nothing. neither sadness nor elation. yesterday my project eval got over, and now i have to do nothing else for the "hard earned" degree from IIT. I mean, i had 2 straight nightouts, writing my thesis and preparing for the eval. and till the last moment i was anxious about the way i will react when its all over. but when it got over, i dint feel like shouting "freedom" and jumping with joy, which i naturally expected from me. Neither was i sad, that now i am jobless, atleast for a month. it was blank, a void.
so, if anyone knows how i should have felt, please tell me. i want to feel it.
3 comments:
dude, the same happened to me last year; no real different feeling after it was ever. but the difference is i was not expecting any different feeling.
I don't know about everybody, but many of my friends who graduated with me never expected anything difference, no one was really looking forward to any sadness, any elation. may be because, it was all because it was very gradual, nothing overnight.
Feelings are always there...it's only that they are not matching your expectations.It happens sumtimes ven u try hard "expecting"....but then time has come to "feel" hard..rather enjoy hard.Chill out in garmi.
Yaar henry ford said....world dint move an inch even after he took the ford to zenith...same sunrise and sunsets...same boredom and same ego boosting exercises around the world.
PS:gr8 writing.Keep this blog alive.
I read your blogs for the first time.. it really made me smile.
take care
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